Today's orgasmic yoga was very tingly. My intention was to be aware that “I Am centered in the creative flow of good.” Today, I used self erotic massage. It didn't take long to become aroused. I started into the pleasure that I like using the juicer and fire strokes. I kept my conscious breathing and surrendered to stronger sensations of pleasure. I relaxed my perineum to go further. I began tingling all over. This is the sensation that I associate with healing energy. I spread that over my chest and belly.
My legs were in the air. I was using rose scented massage oil for the first time today. With my arms and legs in the air, it felt like my body was the petals of a rose and my erect penis was the stamen. I find that delightful.
I spread the energy over my ass and thighs while my legs were in the air. Then I began directing it out through my hands. I found that I could keep stimulating myself without climaxing as long as I could let that flow of energy go out faster than it was coming in. For a while, I directed it out in general, but then I began focusing on my partner. I imagined having sex with him and pumping him full of this sexual/spiritual/healing energy. First I focused on his whole body, then I focused on his head and ears.
I was really tingling and full of energy when the timer went off, so it was easy to carry into my big draw. Once again, I as able to push out some semen without a full ejaculation. This time, I had to pound on my thighs with my fists to avoid a full ejaculation. Again, very fantastic and delicious.
11/25/2010 - Thursday - Session 22
Today I did erotic trance dancing for my orgasmic yoga. I like having erections while I dance, but it's not required. This time, in addition to my ankle bells and nipple clamps, I wore my sarong like a cape around my neck. I worked up an erection and began imagining spraying the walls with healing erotic energy from my erect penis. My temple is nearly complete. I consider it sacred ground and always remove my clothes before entering for ritual.
I had become quite aroused by the time of my big draw. I've been working on controlling the muscles of my pelvic floor - both contracting and bearing down. Bearing down is how I imagine pushing the erotic energy out of my body into the world. It's also a way to postpone ejaculation. Once again, I was able to emit some semen without a full ejaculation. Part of the reason this may be possible is that I haven't ejaculated in a long time.
After resting, I stared massaging my penis again. I spent thirty minutes or so just enjoying the pleasure and appreciating the feel of my penis in my hands. I love being a man.
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