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Monday, February 24, 2014

Opening To Receive

This is a journal entry from Monday 2/10/14

If today is all about checking things off a list, then the day is already lost. I need something deeper. What is the meaning behind my actions today? How do I serve the greater good?

Maybe a rephrase of my mission statement: My mission is to make the world better through understanding, compassion, and wisdom.

This is a journal entry from Tuesday 2/11/14

I choose to live from my power today. For me, it is very subtle. It's the difference between living life and being driven by life. I resist the latter and am not very familiar with the former. It's a state of mind. It's a quiet confidence. I spend much time trying to control my emotions, draining me of vitality.

Living from my power must mean following my passion and authenticity. I feel the need to break out of my mold. It means recognizing my dominion over my life. No one else can tell me how to live, or think, or feel. I Am who I Am.

I am not meant to control my feelings. My feelings inform me. I can listen to my feelings and avoid trying to suppress or control them.

This is a journal entry from Tuesday 2/18/14

What is mine to do today? I open myself to receive. I open myself to guidance.

If I had no need of money, it wold be simpler. I could design my life with time to dedicate to my spiritual life and develop my own software products and serve as Sacred Intimate. My desire is to serve.

Do I keep trying to make money independently? My attention is split. Is my current project just a distraction? Will it make money?

I want to focus my full attention on today. This is where my power lies. Let me go to the well and nourish my soul. Today is always The day. I am not who I was yesterday. I will be someone new tomorrow. I am alive now. Today's focus is my app. It will be until I release the first version.

This is a journal entry from Thursday 2/20/14

I'm beginning to slip into a mentality of lack. It's time to go out of my way to feel prosperity. I don't like thinking about all the money I've gone through since last April. I feel like I can have some income by selling my time tracking app. I haven't had any appreciable income as an SI. I want to put my app in the app store before I focus on finding my next job. I need that to be sooner than later for my peace of mind.

I need to go further. I need to trust in God and follow his guidance. It's time to welcome divine help. It's time to recognize the bounty that surrounds me.

I tell myself I don't have a job because I haven't really tried. But maybe I'm too afraid to really try. At the same time, I feel that I ought to be able to have an income without working for someone else. If I can come up with some little income streams, they can add up. Still, my first stream is Sacred Intimacy. My second stream is my app. After that, maybe it's app development.

I'm like a two tined fork. Erotic and technologic. When I combine the two, then maybe that will be the key.

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