This is from a journal entry on Saturday 11/5/2011
I'm masturbating as I write this. My cock is hard. I masturbated during my Orgasmic Yoga practice this morning. Now I'm exploring ideas while feeling erotic pleasure.
I think what I teach is sexual innocence. I'm a grown man with a hairy sexy body, but I am still naïve. I am a child at play. My dick feels good as I stroke it. The pleasure rolls across my body. I could cum, but I don't.
How do I teach others the value of play? We take things so seriously. What is the first lesson I will teach?
Maybe I teach like this – touching myself. I feel my heart beat faster. I am excited at the thought. I think people seeing me masturbate might give them permission to join me.
Maybe I should host a masturbate-a-thon, see how long people can last.
I feel my pleasure. There is sensation in the head of my dick. I can feel pressure in my heart. I like to see my thighs and the pubes above my dick. I feel my balls between my legs. I feel heat in my belly. I like the way the pleasure makes my toes curl.
I feel the muscle I use for kegels. It makes me feel like I want to pee. That's part of my pleasure.
I really want to shoot some porn. California. Can that fund my work?
I'm still masturbating 35 minutes after beginning this journal entry. I am motivated to keep working on my Yoga of Sex class – covering masturbation coaching right now. I am really enjoying my dick. My dick.
My dick is a part of me. It usually feels separate, but the pleasure rises to my heart. My dick is an extension of my heart.
I love everybody because everybody is me.
I love being a sexual plaything.