Saturday, December 19, 2009

Chastity Play - One week

I've been wearing a chastity device for the past week. If you're interested, here's a link: http://www.mr-s-leather.com/PA5000.html?mv_pc=rex. I'm writing this fantasy to my partner.

I imagine you telling me it's time to take off the device. You tell me to strip. I take off my clothes and stand before you with my rock hard cock. You take the key that you've held for the last week, put it into the lock and turn the key. You pull the prong that has been poking through my PA piercing hole for the past week. With some effort, you pull the cage off my dick. You tell me to go rinse my cock off.
You pull out a condom and unroll it just a bit and pour some lube into the tip. When I return, you unroll the condom over my throbbing cock. As I stand before you, you begin jerking me off in the rubber. You take your time and tease me for a good long time. It's easy to get me close to the edge since I haven't come for a long time. Sometimes you put my rubber encased cock in your mouth and roll your tongue over the head and drag your teeth gently along the shaft.
You tell me to spit in your hand. You spread my spit over my butt hole. You tell me to suck your finger and get it good and wet. You insert your finger up into my rectum so that you can feel my sphincter's contractions. My body is exploding with pleasure as I unload my cum into the rubber and you continue rubbing my hard cock. When you feel my sphincter contractions stop, you pull your finger out and carefully milk the last of the cum from my cock into the rubber.
You tell me to lay on my back. You take the rubber and carefully pour the hot jizz into my mouth. I may not want to, but I don't want you to give me a choice. Tell me to be a good boy and drink my cum. Then I take my own load into my mouth and feel it coat my tongue as I swallow it all. You put the condom to my lips so I can suck it inside out and get every drop.
I hope you've been enjoying this process and by this time have a raging hard on. You lay down on the bed and tell me to suck your dick. I eagerly get in position near you in a 69 position so I can deep throat your dick when you cum. I set off at sucking your dick. I take time to smell the masculine musk of your crotch. This always makes me hard. I suck your cock and lick your balls and taste your sexy flavor. I can't get enough of the way you taste on my tongue and the heat of your scent. God, this is hot.
I'm hard again and you decide to suck my dick and jerk me off again. I get close to cumming again and you back off. I begin to work in earnest on your cock and suck it deeper and deeper into my throat. You begin bucking your hips, groaning, and holding my head in your crotch with your hands.
You groan more and more loudly as you thrust your cock down my throat and dump your load. You are in ecstasy as you hold your cock inside me and spurt over and over again until you slowly recover and pull out of my mouth. I grab my dick and - with a few more strokes and the taste of your cock, balls and cum on my tongue - I cum again, shooting jizz all over my belly.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Upcoming Talk

I hope to present the following talk in the next few months:

Hi, my name is Rex Harley. How many people here enjoy having sex? How many here are aroused by the idea of having a man behind you with his arms wrapped around you while his hard cock is buried deep inside you? How many here are aroused by the idea of being the man buried in your lover's ass?

Now, how many here have a spiritual life? Maybe you meditate on a regular basis, or go to church. Whether you believe in God, the Divine Intelligence of the universe, or the Force, how many people have a spiritual side?

Is there anyone here who has trouble reconciling the two? I know I do. Today, I'm going to cover four topics. 1) Mankind has somewhere got the idea that sex is wrong and God hates us for it. 2) For me, spirituality means that there's more to life than I understand and is full of meaning. 3) We have a healthy ability to experience sexual pleasure. And 4) Sex can be an act of worship and part of that is learning to give and receive the maximum pleasure possible and avoiding guilt.

First, somewhere along the way, humanity came up with the idea that sexuality and spirituality are at odds. You can lead a pious sex free life, or a life filled with sexual debauchery and godlessness, or somewhere in between filled with guilt. Sex became dirty and evil. We decided that one sex act can permanently separate you from God, so you might as well live the life of the sinner destined to burn in a lake of fire and enjoy life while you have the chance. At the very least, you don't think about God while having sex and you don't think about sex during church.

Second, for me, being spiritual means recognizing the Truth (with a capital T) underlying appearances. It means believing that life has meaning, that the universe itself is intelligent. It means that this divine intelligence which I call God is everywhere. Without meaning, I have a hard time finding motivation to do anything. Why bother if everything I am is gone after I die. So I believe instead that every moment is full of meaning, even when I am consumed with passion and am forgetting myself during a sexual act.

Third, Sex is obviously pleasurable. If I resisted pleasure - got it over with as quickly as possible so that the urge would go away - pleasure wouldn't be very pleasurable. Instead I try to abandon myself to pleasure when I have sex. I can spend hours experiencing pleasure all by myself masturbating my cock, asshole or both, pinching my tits, squeezing my balls, sniffing some poppers from time to time.

And finally, sex is good. God designed my body in such a way that I can experience pleasure. I don't believe I was created to feel pleasure so that I could avoid feeling pleasure. So when I have sex, I try to remember this. I give myself permission to experience greater levels of pleasure as a way of worship. I allow God to experience pleasure through me and I love God so much that I want God to experience the ultimate pleasure I am capable of. If I shout out "Oh, God!" while I'm having sex, I'm literally thanking God for the sense of awe that I have at the pleasure I'm experiencing. Sometimes I have trouble believing the depth of physical pleasure that I'm experiencing and I say "Oh, God!" because I'm so astonished at the sensations available to me.

So to summarize, we covered four topics: 1) Mankind has somewhere got the idea that sex is wrong and God hates us for it. 2) For me, spirituality means that there's more to life than I understand and is full of meaning. 3) We have a healthy ability to experience sexual pleasure. And 4) Sex can be an act of worship and part of that is learning to give and receive the maximum pleasure possible and avoiding guilt. When I have sex, I'm making love to the Universe itself. How hot is that!

Thank you.